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Bad Elephant

by Montana SpaceFish

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1.
It feels like mountains on my shoulders today The crushing weight of the world causes me to sway Give up your pain and I'll find the strength to take it away I won't complain, I've seen darker days Darker days Lay your demons to rest Lay your demons to rest Before we fall into the blackest hole That we've ever known I want to show a love that's grown Before we turn to stone I've felt regret Clawing its way, through The center of my chest I won't forget the time I spent Draining these thoughts from my head Lay your demons to rest Lay your demons to rest Lay your demons to rest Lay your demons to rest
2.
Panacea 03:28
[Panacea] They'll stare you down Ready to pounce Patiently waiting to rip your throat out Feeding on the fear that's been dormant for years trying to claw its way here We've been searching for a remedy That will take it away and cure everything In our hearts we know it was not meant to be But still we rely on wishful thinking People run in circles Searching for their virtue Hungry for a purpose Morality is worthless These people run in circles Searching for their virtue Hungry for a purpose Morality is worthless They'll stare you down Ready to pounce Patiently waiting to rip your throat out Feeding on the fear That's been dormant for years Trying to claw its way in here We've been searching for A place to sleep A place we could die and Rest In Peace In our hearts we knew It was our destiny And still we relied on wishful thinking People run in circles Searching for their virtue Hungry for a purpose Morality is worthless
3.
Vultures 04:28
I'll show you how it hurts Let me find the right words Broken, fractured Devoured by vultures I see daggers In your smile A deadly stare That's stretched for miles Don't be alarmed now Our times running out Your picture fades As I walk away I'll show you how it hurts Let me find the right words Broken, fractured Devoured by vultures Anything you wanted I gladly gave I didn't ask you To explain Gave you an inch But you took a mile How could I trust What's behind your smile I'll show you how it hurts Let me find the right words Broken, fractured Devoured by vultures
4.
Am I still asleep Wake me up from this dream Stuck inside of me This isn't where I want to be Trapped inside These frames of mind Exit doors to the right So Follow lines to light I fear I've dreamt this all before Wandered blindly through the storm Found the light behind the door They say that we're not blind at all In the storm we'll find the calm Save yourself and rest will follow Am I still asleep Wake me up from this dream Stuck inside of me This isn't where I want to be I wish for a face that is my own Fit to replace This lifeless one Wearing a mask of the man I once was Feeling the shame and the pain I have caused Judgment poisoned when you put on the crown Faces. anguish staring back from the crowd.
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Well Break off and start anew Their lies have become harder and harder to chew It won't stop there. Wars declared Wrapped up in distractions numb to all these violent actions Forgotten as they happen And that's not even half of it I'm feeling sick Poisoned blood from being force fed all this shit Destroyed by all our own devices What once was one is now divided Keep feeding into false enticement Choke on the truth you sheep need guidance Dehumanized. Evil in disguise Fighting for their lies to thrive The same soulless eyes ignore your cries say oh welcome To hell We'll need help! Destroyed by all our own devices What once was one is now divided Keep feeding in to false enticement Choke on the truth these sheep need guidance (Scatty Stormborn) It's been awhile since I lost my inner child... I see we're auctioning the offerings of now tossing caution to the wind Dying for a hashtag and following a trend The audience applause as we pause our common sense I don't want to live in a world where these idiotic occupants Are chocking up their ignorance to cognizance We're all too fucking talkative and stupid Arrogance is the new confidence and competence is useless I've got no tolerance for nonchalant excuses You tied your noose now hang in it don't babysit your bruises There's no pity in a city full of bullshit If you're thirsty for attention you can sip the kiddy pool piss Isn't it cool kids? Your minds a tool Either use it or get used as a two bit fool It's such a shame that we're stuck in this monotony Until the blood is clotting in our brains... bang Destroyed by all our own devices What once was one is now divided Keep feeding in to false enticement Choke on the truth these sheep need guidance.
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Zeros 04:32
I'm a cast away Stripped of everything I love And all I know I'm Feeling frustrated By this overwhelming hatred Plaguing everyone I know I'm Overcompensating For the pain we're wading in I hope you can swim There's nobody left to save us now Treading water so that we don't drown Heavy is the head that wears the crown We're gonna have to save our selves somehow Life's complicated Sometimes we hate it That's why we practice patience But If we waste away Because of our lack of faith Do we deserve this fate When the ships decaying The faithful start praying While we're all just waiting... There's nobody left to save us now Treading water so that we don't drown Heavy is the head that wears the crown We're gonna have to save ourselves somehow
8.
I've been wandering for days It seems like life's become a maze I'm so lost can't find a way I'll make it out of here someday Wandering in the dark Conjuring courage to start Finally I find the way Find the way out of this place I'm a moth drawn to your light But you keep on slipping out of sight Disappear into the night Not worth the risk but worth the fight Wandering in the dark Hoping you had a change of heart Finally I hear you say Follow me out of this place
9.
Come To Life 04:14
Pain is just a word for any thought too big for little minds Try to forgive And to forget We'll leave the past behind Hate is just a word for any feeling That you're trying to hide Breathe deeply in Then let out Please come back to life Searching for, the words that I'll never find Dreaming hurts, but why? Please don't turn out the light Love is just a word Meanings obscured Since the dawn of time Changing the way You see the world And how you feel inside Stay is just a word But only spoken when the time is right And if you here these words Know that I'll always need you In my life, as my guiding light Searching for the words that were always mine Dreaming no longer hurts Since I've finally come to life

about

This is my first full-length LP. it was written and recorded in my home studio during my last year in Virginia/DC. After a devastating family loss I shelved the album briefly so I could get my self back together. I've since relocated to Florida and got back to a point where I could come back to the album and finally put down the finishing touches so I could finally unveil it to the world. This release has defiantly been a labor of love and I don't know if I really could have got it done without the help of my amazing team. Much love and thanks to Rob Moore, Oliver Torres, Scott Kidd Chris Mead, and everyone else who had a helping had in this project.

Thank you all for your continued support and most of all your patience. I hope you all enjoy this project, and hope you'll stick around for the next one.

-Aaron


~In Memory of Sharon Y. Lang.
Love you,miss you!

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released March 29, 2019

Written & Produced by; Aaron Pelehowski & Rob Moore

Mixed/Mastered by: Oliver "Fade' Torres

Vocals: Aaron Pelehowski
Guitar: Aaron Pelehowski/Rob Moore
Bass: Rob Moore


Artwork: Chris Mead

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Montana SpaceFish Fort Myers, Florida

I'm from IL/D.C./FL I've been making beats a long time and playing music longer. My first solo EP is entitled "Troubled Youth" released Sep. 2016.
My first LP "Bad Elephant" was released March 2019.

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